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Originally from: "Mobile School of the Spirit" (msos@zebra.net) I well remember the time when after just being baptized in the Holy
Spirit, I was exposed to a new realm of excitement and awe at all
the Lord seemed to be making available to His people. I saw my
Christian friends begin to move in areas of the gifts supernaturally
and of course, I wanted very much to do this also. I was so
determined to "enter in" to all I saw going on around me - at least
all that I believed was inspired of the Lord in all my friends. I
tried so hard! I attended various meetings and asked for
prayer to be able to receive my prayer language, move in the gifts,
and more. It seemed to me that all my friends were experiencing
victory in these things but it just seemed so hard for me. Finally,
in my zeal, fervor and intensity, and after some period of time with
no apparent success in all my attempts, I allowed myself to become
despondent and doubt set in. I began to feel that I was not like
the others and that I had some type of "blockage". I did not know
what kind - just that I must have "it" because I did not seem to be
able to receive like the others around me.
Desiring and not being able to receive is a place that produces
frustration very quickly doesn't it. I said all of the above to let
you know I do understand the feeling. There was another thing that
really caused me some frustration, and that was the scripture that
said, "My sheep hear My Voice" (John 10:27). There was another
scripture that also bothered me, "He who belongs to God hears
what God says" (John 8:47). Now, I had a problem with these verses.
If I was His sheep, then why didn't I hear His voice? I was
obviously experiencing a collision between my own human understanding
(basing my beliefs on my feelings and experiences) and the promises
of scripture which had to be received by faith. Was I going to
believe my experiences or accept the Word of God by faith? I won't
tell you that the working out of my decision to believe the Word was
easy, but I knew that if I was gong to walk by faith, then I HAD to
accept that the scripture was right and that my feelings might be
leading me the wrong way. And in hindsight, I can tell you that had
I followed my feelings, I'm sure I would have been led astray and
into a prison of doubt.
Now, one question? Are you the Lord's sheep? Have you been saved,
experiencing His salvation? If so, then you HEAR! He promises
this to you in John 10:27. This is the truth of scripture! Do not
let the enemy rob you of this promise because if you agree with the
enemy (in that you cannot hear), then he will try to lead you to that
place of doubt and despondency. On the other hand, you can agree
with the Lord and have all He promises in the Word. Even the
unbelievers hear the Lord (2Kings 7:6). Just think about the myriad
of those who hear the Holy Spirit speak to them before they repent
and accept the gift of salvation. And how about Baalam's donkey
(Numbers 22:23)? The donkey saw the angel standing in the road
ahead, blocking their path. Lastly, even the dead hear the Lord's
voice (John 5:25,28)!
At the risk of sounding like I'm preaching here, I am just wanting to
settle one thing - you are alive in Christ, you are filled with
desire for the things of Him and - YOU HEAR HIS VOICE!
Simply choose to believe the Word and you will find your natural
situation lining up with the supernatural truth....and you will begin
to realize that you are hearing after all.
A couple of suggestions might be helpful at this point.
I hope this has encouraged you. Let us know how you are
doing as we go along, OK. We will be praying that the Lord will move
powerfully in you as a testimony of His faithfulness to you.
Blessings,
Originally dated: Sun, 18 Jan 1998 16:54:26 +0000
Chris Poole
Mobile School Of the Spirit
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